This is the stuff!

I lost my keys in the great unknown
And call me please 'Cuz I can't find my phone

This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use

45 in a 35
Sirens and fines while I'm running behind
Whoa

This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use

So break me of impatience
Conquer my frustrations
I've got a new appreciation
It's not the end of the world
Oh Oh Oh

This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff
Someone save me
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
And I've gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use
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I heard this song today and felt the need to share it! A lot has been going on in my life in the last couple months. I have struggled with relationships, friend, family, job and money. I have felt alone and let down. Today I heard this song and thought about all the "BAD" things that have been going on and all the of the good that has come of it. I am currently in the process of starting a new job that is so much better than the job and I was left go from that I spent days crying over. It is shocking how bad things seem in the moment and how amazing they can turn out. We have been having family struggles and while they are completely over the things that have come out of these hard times are amazing. My mom for the first time became a Christ follower!! I am so thankful that I would go through all the hell again and again if it means my mom would be saved. I am so grateful that even when I have doubts God has my back. I need to remember that I DON'T DRIVE THE BUS. Someone a lot smarter than me has the wheel and is always looking out for me. I just need to remember to have Faith and not just when its easy.

God is good :) And I am Blessed!